been spending time entertaining girls lately but still no one can win my hearthrob,hehx
saved up to 500 bucks ready
can go clubbing!!!
confirm drink alot,especially my all time fav,white wine
life been kinda tiring
been working from 6-1am almost everyday
its like there's no time for anyone else
i miss everyone so much
well then lets takin from here...


ps,rolling eyeballs for dessert anyone?

i'm loving you:yes
i'm missing you:yes
i'm trying to forget you:yes
succeeded doing so:no
finding new person:no
impressions about love:its just for the time being,does not last forever
why:it can create loads of prolems plus stupid and disgusting emotions
history:used to fall for it

im not being honest to myself
fine,i still love you
you left a deep mark in me that it's almost impossible to remove it
im struggling to move on bcoz i'm a pain in the ass
don't worry i won't stay in contact with you that much so you would for forget me sooner
i'll adore from a great dstance that even you would not kow about it
this would be a goodbye from me to you
so tc and smile always;in that way you will always look beautiful
just don't say a word about this and don't cry.

PROM NITE 2008


before going prom...


at Far East Plaza...


at JE Interchange...


didisaurus posing...hehx


eeezdyhawr & didi



taking pics with 1 of the hot babes there


syakk;my bitch:p my bestfriend;)

Yun Wen...

my twin soul
iz,didi,angel patrick
the good side of me:p

CHALET 2008

Starting of the 1st day by slacking...

Wakey2 on 2nd day. I didn't sleep so face is like crap


morning breeze by the seashore rock?


marinating the fish...

washing the fish...

the 3 idiots...


thats my bag...hahax


otw home...last pic take in the chalet

at White Sands...

Haa i'm in Costa Sands rght now
will be back online on 20
wed go home then go work.hee
being happy is what i will always do
be happy also, i don't want you to be sad
SMILE always yeah

Ohya,i don't want to think about girls for the time being
i hope you understand and no hard feelings ok
i know you were disheartened and sad when i told you i had no feelings towards you yesterday night

Hugs & Kisses Are Always The Best

I've enough of it
I've enough of you
I've enough of you guys

You guys are the one who made me change
You guys say i'm becoming worse
You want to the worse of me?
YOU WILL NOW

I'm trying to change for my bestfriend,but you guys forced me not too
You want break my face?
Well carry on,it will be much better for me and you guys
Your lives will be more peaceful right without me in the way
You guys just can't accept who i am now
Due to certain situation people changes EVEN you

Well be i then
You want me to be myself,well face it;THIS IS MYSELF
I'm Muhammad Quraisyidin from the last time until now
You guys say i've been creating problems for you guys since young,don't worry more will come in the future
I'll make sure of it

It's not that i want it to turn out this way but its your guys
Doesn't mean i didn't pick up your call means i'm doing something stupid
I'm in the bus for you info
I can't feel the vibration so what you want me to to do
Keeping it in the silent mode saves battery and my battery is going to be flat any moment
When you didn't pick up my calls countless of times,do i say anthing?
No i did not,i even kept quiet went you scold me for calling you when you're busy

Seriously i cant take it anymore
I'll be like this until you stop scolding me unnecessarily
I'll promise to change if you guys change your perceptions towards me

Hugs & Kisses Are Always The Best

p.s;i really need your hugs right now

Sabo-ed by Izdihar
Q1: Who was the last person who tagged you ?
A:Arvin
Q2:The relationship between you and him/her ?
A:Friends-.-
Q3:Your 5 impressions of him/her?
A:Sporting,Hilarious,Crazy,Tall,Outgoing
Q4:If he/she becomes your enemy , you will ...
A:Slap his face and ask him to stop being nonsencesical(hahx MP)
Q5:What will you say to the person whom you like very much ?
A:I like you(?)
Q6:The characteristic(s) you love yourself is ...
A:Crazy and Noisy
Q7:The characteristic(s) you hate yourself is...?
A:Nothing(I love myself)
Q8: For the person whom i hate , you say ...
A:Fuck Off:P
Q9: What do people feel about you ?
A:Hmm...Ask them lah,how i know
Q10: Who you have a crush to?
A:No one currently(i'll be dead if my bestfriend know i've a crush)

Hugs & Kisses Are Always The Best

Bila Rindu Ku Tatap Protret Wajahmu
Kini Berlalu Sudah Kisah Cintaku
Manis Dikalbu
Terus Merindu
Ku Seru Namamu Di Angin Yang Lalu

Hugs & Kisses Are Always The Best

i could not understand my feelings anymore
bits and pieces of me are falling apart
so pardon me
wished i had gone to Tanglin instead of Yusof Ishak

Hugs & Kisses Are Always The Best

i've found a job
went to Beach road for the interview
i'll be working full time so wont be able to spend time that much with my frens(thats the down side)

pay:950 per month
work time:8am-5pm , 12pm-9pm
place:tkyah tau sudah

today is babygirl's birthday
sorry baby because i cant celebrate with you
today oso i got exam but i do hope you had a lot of fun today

left two more paper:
~Core Lit
~Science Paper 1
after that start working already -_-
confirm no fun already
well i hope that jobs goes well with me if not lepak sua

Hugs & Kisses Are Always The Best

now to think of it, i finally know what the word 'drifting apart' means
its because i'm feeling we are really drifting far apart.
i don't know whats up with us
i know part of it is my fault because i'm not treating you that well lately
i've been like a real bastard towards everyone whom i love
i know you've been tired with my antics
for example yesterday night while on the phone
for once my attitude is like shit
i guess i need to do something bout this or i will lose you babygirl which i don't want to
i'll try be like the other boyfriends whom you know
so that you will know that i still love you very much

Hugs & Kisses Are Always The Best

to be a person who you want to be is really hard

to diguise as a person who you do not want to be is really easy

this just shows that there are many hypocrites living around us making us believing that they are being themselves

'I rather be myself whom everyone hates then being somebody else whom is loved by everyone'

there are no angels in a person because there's always a devil in them which overpowers their abilities to see good things

my life is full of sins
trying to change
im really trying so hard
so hard that i lose control of myself
be it emotions or physical
part of me have to be affected whenever something crops up
so being me is easy;my crooked path
not to be me is really hard;been finding back the straight path

i know lately my attitude towards other is like fuck
especially to babygirl,i've been rather cold to her lately
i did'nt mean it
there are too many things i've to handle right now
the most important is out r/s
i just don't understand why they want to break us apart
all started with that asshole,now everything becomes haywire
well i just want to let you know that i won't leave you because i love you too much and i can't bear not seeing you at least a day

Hugs & Kisses Are Always The Best

today was such a boring day for me
to keep myself entertained i've done several stupid things hahax

hmm lets see:
-bleached my hair,dye it black back and dye it mahogany brown
-make paper planes using the o'levels question papers (thats lame sia-_-)
-play hide and sick with teddy (she's a cat;i don't own any teddy bears for god's sake)
-clean my rooom (thats considered stupid cause i don't usually do that;there's Elly to do it for me)
-the last and the best;simply lie on my bed and stone at the ceiling (make me want to sleep:P)

ouhk thats all for today
doing anything today is a bore for me
hahx

hugs and kisses are always the best