i'm loving you:yes
i'm missing you:yes
i'm trying to forget you:yes
succeeded doing so:no
finding new person:no
impressions about love:its just for the time being,does not last forever
why:it can create loads of prolems plus stupid and disgusting emotions
history:used to fall for it

im not being honest to myself
fine,i still love you
you left a deep mark in me that it's almost impossible to remove it
im struggling to move on bcoz i'm a pain in the ass
don't worry i won't stay in contact with you that much so you would for forget me sooner
i'll adore from a great dstance that even you would not kow about it
this would be a goodbye from me to you
so tc and smile always;in that way you will always look beautiful
just don't say a word about this and don't cry.