Saturday, August 29, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Up,Up And Away!

Cross Your Heart
my version of movie;
once upon a merry land of nothing but happiness
a couple of height of 157 & 170 went to watch a movie at JP
they stumbled upon nothing but laughter
the girl cried 3 times while the movie is shown
such a sentimental girlfriend the guy had
on they way sending the girl home, both became kids and laughed at each other's antics
the guy will always remember 'i'm the kraken from the sea!'
they had a long talk and the guy came to realize that he had to do something
he vowed to himself that he wanted to make this girl happy at all times
he do not want to see the girl suffer anymore
he will shower this petite girl of his with love and care
promises are meant to be broken but every individual have a choice not to break it
this guy do not want to break it
The End....
p.s. Stay Mine Always
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Friday, August 21, 2009
Stormy Clouds
i don't have the intention for it to happen. You know i know.
Too much rain were shed on that day.
I will make sure the rest of the days won't be stormy anymore.
I don't want to lose someone like in the downpour.
You're too precious to me.
I want to be your shelter which will protect you from the lightning and thunder.
Thanks Shahril, you helped me alot on that day.
You made me come back to my senses.
I'm touched over what you've done to save me and Mas.
You're a good brother to me.
Thanks Hilmi, you been advising me to take things slowly and chill down.
I appreciate it a lot.
Yong Ching, you always were there to guide me out from the rain.
You seem to know whem i'm at a fall sometimes.
I really want to say thank you to you for always asking me to do the right thing.
Yun, you're a good friend to me.
Always there when i need you.
You never fail to be beside me whenever i'm falling.
Thanks Twinny, i love you alot.
Thanks for helping me taking care of Mas like last Fri.
I dont know what i could do without you.
P.s;stay mine always
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Saturday, August 15, 2009
Hate Me And I Dont Blame You
Kept postponing it since last week
i feel like crap doing so
not that i intend in doing so, the situation just makes it impossible...
i hope you understand
i feel hopeless
i made you lost all hope
you were looking forward to it
i destroyed that forwardness of yours
yet again i made you dissapointed of me
i know you said its ok...
it can never be ok,and you know it
how long must this continue?
failure in ,life thats what i am now
i dont blame you if you're cold or even angry with me
hmm...
im truly sorry...
i will do what it takes to mend everything...
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Friday, August 14, 2009
Un-Invited Feelings
Deceit
Spiteful
Cold
Abhorrence
Detest
Bitterness
Enmity
add them together and you get hatred
the perfect emotion right now for me
idc who you are
just dont assume things which i didnt do
its irritating
so what if you know about my past
that does not mean im will stay like that always
people change so please give me air to breathe
im big enough to think what right for me
i will take all the responsibilties for every single things ive done ok
dont bother texting me if all you do is to pull me down
please get the facts right before you throw assumptions on me
for every bad thigs i did you regard it as the end of the world
have you ever thought of my privacy when you checked through the messages
what if i did that to you too??
you will falre up dont you???
so have some thought on me also...
i have enough...
you literally went overboard today...
you've been cold towards me since the starting of the week...
you pin pointed me non-stop
i do have feelings
you expect me just to care about your feelings...
you're sick and i understand that
but must i restrict myself from doing anything just to make you happy??
i rarely go out nowdays because of this...
my sec frens are dissapointed in me cos i didnt follow up with their activities and outings...
i kept giving them excuses, lame stupid excuses...
i really had enough...
im becoming numb...
i will change...
i will make sure of that
just remember i still have the mask in me dont forget that
p.s S.H.M.I.L.Y
pss Your tuttut boy wont be showing himself for quite sometime
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Monday, August 10, 2009
90 Days And 4 5683 968 2229 5683
the letter you gave me, i read it every night before i went to sleep.
i wanted to have wonderful dreams because of what you wrote and mainly because of you.
i always wanted to dream of you.
dream:
the sky is seemingly calm blue,
the pasture is perfect for a picnic in the country,
the weather is fine and sunny,
cloudless sky meant no thunderstorm for quite sometime
the pasture smelt of the loving and beautiful flowers
you are standing near the stream waiting for me to hug you and kiss you tenderly
we picnicked beside the stream with a perfect scenery along with a soft silhouette
we exchange lovely glances and laughed
we are grown up by then.
we told stories and reminisce about our ITE life
how wonderful it was in ITE life
how shy i was upon meeting you
how random i was on our first meeting
how dearly you embrace me whenever im at my worst
how cheeky we were with each other
im sure going to remember all those things we did
we stoppped talking and listened to the birds singing love songs to us
its the perfect time for me to ask you the qn
i took out a diamond ring and looked deep into you eyes
'will you marry me and be part of my life from now on?'
you blushed and shed tears of joy
you noddded and hugged me tightly
i whispered,'thank you baby,you made me find the happiness i've been searching for, you made everything now so complete'
you said,'i'm glad you're happy, i love you babysaurus'
i said,'Stay Mine Always'
'i will always be by your side'
that was your last words before i awoke fron that wonderful dream of mine
i woke up with a smile and got ready to school knowing im going to meet you,
knowing that you will always be cheery.
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Saturday, August 1, 2009
01-08-09
damn pissed off with coach
told i wasnt doing my best during the run
being top 25 out of 300 is an achievement for me already ok...
i beat the seniors and you may ask them aite...
shant blog alot...still effing tired...
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