Hate Me And I Dont Blame You

Kept postponing it since last week
i feel like crap doing so
not that i intend in doing so, the situation just makes it impossible...
i hope you understand
i feel hopeless
i made you lost all hope
you were looking forward to it
i destroyed that forwardness of yours
yet again i made you dissapointed of me
i know you said its ok...
it can never be ok,and you know it
how long must this continue?
failure in ,life thats what i am now
i dont blame you if you're cold or even angry with me
hmm...
im truly sorry...

i will do what it takes to mend everything...